And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

i've notice the colour for my font on this blog cahgnes every now and then. Weird.
if i say this is a short blog it'll be massive, so you'll just have to sit ang wing it with me ^_^

My dear friend Samantha will be in India by the time I type this. She's off to help out in the hotel business. I wish her every success and happiness. My lil man will be much older and have grown much larger by the time she returns. I am quite sad to hear she is leaving, yet at the same time i am happy that she is persuing her dreams, for our dreams are the things that keep us going.

Kris is on a night shift tonight and tomorrow (really i should be in bed) and the lil one has injections wednesday morning. I have plans for next weekend too. I have booked a Tarot reading. (i love that kind of stuff). I wonder what it will say? Hmmm, the mind wounders. (did i spell them right?)

William is sleeping threw the night now. iIm pretty sure i already said that (and continue to on every post) but i like to cover myself, just in case!

I sat watching William sleep earlier and found myself getting a bit teary eyed. He is such a gorgeous little man, and i love him dearly. I get scared when he does his 'I don't look like i'm breathing' thing, am there for him to hug when he has his nightmares and love the little smile he gives when i quote Pirates of the Caribbean to him (i was telling him i had a jar of dirt, if you don't know what i mean, watch the second movie: Dead mans chest)
He even found it funny when i said a characters name sounded like a fish from japan (I was saying 'would you like a plate of Ikitaki? He laughed.)

He's even started to suck his thumb, and was able to hold his own bottle the other day (not quite at the right angle to drink, but he held it steady so it didnt' fall. he's such a clever little man.) He holds himself up-right very well and is such an alert and interested boy. £10 says he's a monster when he learns to crawl! ^_^

I should curl up in bed and get some sleep. A tired mummy can do nothing for her little boy, and both Kris and William will need me tomorrow.

Sweet dreams all.
Oyasuminasai (that's good night in japanese)