(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Evanescence - Bring me to life

Well, i've just finished getting all the bugs outta my laptop (some... very rude wrod hacked my laptop and placed a virus in it. needless to say i was not pleased.)
It's nearly that time. yep, next month William will be a year old. ^_^

Kris and i are so happy... but the down side is he is doing a night shift friday, saturday and sunday, so he'll be sleeping on the day i planned a birthday party. I had planned on just ing out for the day with my mum and grandad since he's already invited and, dad and Tim can't make it.. so... I'll leave kris to sleep and we could do something... i'm sure Jan and laurence will undertand? *shrugs*

William is chatting away like mad these days... 'dada', 'baba', 'Jaja' (which i think is Jimmeh..i've been talking to an old friend of mine on the net and i've been telling kris and william alot about them. lol...) and he's even able to sit up un-attenteded. He's growing so fast, i still rememr that tiny little bundle that was handed to me, those gorgeous eyes staring back at me from that blanket. *sniff* Ok, i am SO not gonna cry. V_V

Well, it's late, and i am tired. plus there is no guarante that he'll slep threw tonight... V_V bless him.

TTTFN - Ta ta for now!

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance

For the break that will make it ok

There's always some reason to feel not good enough

And it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction, oh beautiful release

Memories seep from my veins

They may be empty and weightless,

And maybe I'll find some peace tonight

Sarah McLachlan - Arms of the Angels

Life has been kinda up and down since i last posted. William got ill, then i got ill, then kris got ill... it was an ill month.. lol

I've been listening to a lot of old music. Tracy chapman, Bob Marley, Guns N Roses... The music i grew up with... nothing really has happend... i've been making alot of good friends on anime league and keeping in touch with my friends on the Risembool Rangers website.

There are a good number of meets planned and i;m saving like a squrral to try and go to them (one in april, two in may, one in october and one in september V_V) but obviously moeny is not the only concern... *has idea* Baby for sale? (joke)

Well, dinner is ready and i have to change wills nappy.. so just a quick one to say all is well and stuff.... so yeah...

Laters *waves*