Roses are red
And violets are blue.
One day we'll cruise down
Blood Gulch avenue

It's red versus red
And blue versus blue
It's I against I
And me against you
Trocadero - Blood Gulch Blues

Somewhere in the receses of the month, it suddenly decided to be warm. all i can say is it's about time! We managed to pick up a really lovely cupboard for the bedroom. I can now put all my clothes away without doors falling off. It also means, since i have the room, i can now do loads mroe washing than i was before. i was onyl really washing the stuff we were going to need for the next few days, now i can go threw all my clothes, wash them all and pick those i want to get rid of and those i want to keep. (needed to do that for months now)

My little man is sleeping at the moment. His dad went off to work for 8 this morning and won't be home till 4. That's not too bad. And he's working a 7 - 3 on saterday, so, ya know, can't really complain.

Mum and i had an argument saterday and haven't seen each other since. To be honest, she was a compkete child about what i was tryiong (very carmly) to explain to her. And i n the end, it's her loss. I have a family of my own to take care of now, i can't be expect to take care of her. I bail her out iwth money, i listen to all her ravings about suicide and i really can't be doing with the burden when i have a little man to take care of. And like i said, she'll miss out cause she's not seeing William.

Any who, enough of that. Emotional baggage left at the door please! ^_^ i'm off to do some housework. * sigh* at least i can play my music loud! (though not too loud casue of little William's ears)

Jaa ne!

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

i've notice the colour for my font on this blog cahgnes every now and then. Weird.
if i say this is a short blog it'll be massive, so you'll just have to sit ang wing it with me ^_^

My dear friend Samantha will be in India by the time I type this. She's off to help out in the hotel business. I wish her every success and happiness. My lil man will be much older and have grown much larger by the time she returns. I am quite sad to hear she is leaving, yet at the same time i am happy that she is persuing her dreams, for our dreams are the things that keep us going.

Kris is on a night shift tonight and tomorrow (really i should be in bed) and the lil one has injections wednesday morning. I have plans for next weekend too. I have booked a Tarot reading. (i love that kind of stuff). I wonder what it will say? Hmmm, the mind wounders. (did i spell them right?)

William is sleeping threw the night now. iIm pretty sure i already said that (and continue to on every post) but i like to cover myself, just in case!

I sat watching William sleep earlier and found myself getting a bit teary eyed. He is such a gorgeous little man, and i love him dearly. I get scared when he does his 'I don't look like i'm breathing' thing, am there for him to hug when he has his nightmares and love the little smile he gives when i quote Pirates of the Caribbean to him (i was telling him i had a jar of dirt, if you don't know what i mean, watch the second movie: Dead mans chest)
He even found it funny when i said a characters name sounded like a fish from japan (I was saying 'would you like a plate of Ikitaki? He laughed.)

He's even started to suck his thumb, and was able to hold his own bottle the other day (not quite at the right angle to drink, but he held it steady so it didnt' fall. he's such a clever little man.) He holds himself up-right very well and is such an alert and interested boy. £10 says he's a monster when he learns to crawl! ^_^

I should curl up in bed and get some sleep. A tired mummy can do nothing for her little boy, and both Kris and William will need me tomorrow.

Sweet dreams all.
Oyasuminasai (that's good night in japanese)

Take the time to make some sense
Of what you want to say
And cast your words away upon the waves

Then sail them home with Acquiesce
On a ship of hope today
And as they land upon the shore
Tell them not to fear no more
Sing it loud and sing it proud today
The masterplan - Oasis

William is fasinated with is hands and making his bouncy chair bouncy by himself. It's a funny life, being a baby. He is actually sat watching me type this, which is cute in itself.

Kris is back at work, doing his afternoon shift. He's back on night shifts over the weekend, which means sleeping alone. I'm not really bothered though, cause William has been sleeping for most of the night (normally asleep by 9 and awake at 6:30 - 7 ish) which is great for me! ^_^ Though now i've said that he won't. V_V

He's ever so awake during the days now. He might catch the odd two hour kip either in the morning or around 2 o'clock, but otherwise he's happy, chirpy and playful! It's lovely to see really. He's such a contented baby! My little William.

This is really just a quick post, i'm off to make myself some dinner before my stomach eats itself. Though that would help me lose some weight, it would also make me very ill.
Ciao!